title: tides that i tried to swim against
author: redwritinghood
fandom: merlin bbc
pairing(s): lance/merlin
warning(s): terminal illness/cancer
beta(s): xdawnie&weepingwillow9. also eleture who confused me horribly. i love her anyway.
prompt(s): milk
disclaimer: they are not mine. and now they never ever will be. and the title is from coldplay's 'clocks'.
summary: there's no point in crying over spilt milk.

( oh i beg, i beg and plead )